327.<\/p>\n
Sazova park\u0131na gitmi\u015ftik birg\u00fcn. Al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fclpesentli\u011fine inat, her \u015feyi g\u00fczel bulmu\u015ftun. A\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131, ku\u015flar\u0131, masal \u015fatosunu, korsan gemisini, hatta k\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre beni… Fark ettiysen hi\u00e7birini onaylamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Nedenini \u015fimdi s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum. A\u011fa\u00e7lar, ku\u015flar, \u015fato, gemi, hatta ben… Hi\u00e7birimiz fena de\u011fildik o g\u00fcn hakl\u0131yd\u0131n. Ama sen hepimizden ve her \u015feyden daha g\u00fczeldin. Ve o an bunu s\u00f6ylemek olmazd\u0131. \u015eimdi, s\u00f6ylenecek her \u015feyi s\u00f6ylemek i\u00e7in ge\u00e7 kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu zamanda ve bu yerde s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum bunu. Sen \u00f6yle g\u00fczeldin ki o g\u00fcn parkta dola\u015f\u0131rken, biz, b\u00fct\u00fcn park seni izliyorduk ve \u00f6zellikle ben seni a\u011fa\u00e7lardan, ku\u015flardan, \u015fatodan, gemiden, hatta kendimden bile k\u0131skan\u0131yordum…<\/p>\n
O g\u00fcn\u00fcn gecesi, seni b\u0131rak\u0131p eve d\u00f6nerken, o g\u00fcn olanlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp, yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feyin ne kadar sa\u00e7ma oldu\u011funu anlay\u0131p ve bu sa\u00e7mal\u0131\u011fa makul bir gerek\u00e7e bulamay\u0131p bayiden iki tane k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 tuborg al\u0131p bankta i\u00e7mi\u015ftim. \u00c7ok sonra d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc jeton, ben haks\u0131z falan de\u011filmi\u015fim asl\u0131nda. Ben o g\u00fcn hi\u00e7 de sa\u00e7malamam\u0131\u015fm. O g\u00fcn diyalekti\u011fin ve felsefenin evrensel kurallar\u0131na uymu\u015fum sadece. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o g\u00fcn oradaki en g\u00fczel \u015fey senmi\u015fsin. Herhangi bir \u015fey (sevgili olur, at olur, \u00e7i\u00e7ek olur, ne olursa art\u0131k…), herhangi bir \u015fey herhangi bir yerdeki en g\u00fczel \u015feyse, ba\u015fka her \u015fey h\u00fckm\u00fcn\u00fc yitirir \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. O g\u00fcn orada en g\u00fczel \u015fey sendin ve elbet sen bunu fark edemezdin. Fark etmemek de en g\u00fczel \u015fey olmaya dahildi \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. O zaman gen\u00e7tim, bunun anlayamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. \u015eimdi yeterince ya\u015f ald\u0131m ve her \u015feyi anl\u0131yorum. Bir i\u015fe yaramaz art\u0131k ama, olsun…<\/p>\n
Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce seninle Sazova park\u0131na gitmi\u015ftik. Sen parktaki her \u015feyden daha g\u00fczeldin. Ben de bunun fark\u0131ndayd\u0131m. \u015eimdi ikimiz, d\u00fc\u015fsek de birlikteli\u011fin kayd\u0131ndan, tarih bunu b\u00f6yle yazs\u0131n!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
327. Sazova park\u0131na gitmi\u015ftik birg\u00fcn. Al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fclpesentli\u011fine inat, her \u015feyi g\u00fczel bulmu\u015ftun. A\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131, ku\u015flar\u0131, masal \u015fatosunu, korsan gemisini, hatta k\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre beni… Fark ettiysen hi\u00e7birini onaylamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Nedenini \u015fimdi s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum. A\u011fa\u00e7lar, ku\u015flar, \u015fato, gemi, hatta ben… Hi\u00e7birimiz fena de\u011fildik o g\u00fcn hakl\u0131yd\u0131n. Ama sen hepimizden ve her \u015feyden daha g\u00fczeldin. Ve o an bunu s\u00f6ylemek […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"1","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/382"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=382"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/382\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=382"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=382"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=382"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}