{"id":280,"date":"2013-02-25T16:45:00","date_gmt":"2013-02-25T14:45:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/2013\/02\/tesirsiz-parcalar-192\/"},"modified":"2013-02-25T16:45:00","modified_gmt":"2013-02-25T14:45:00","slug":"tesirsiz-parcalar-192","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/2013\/02\/tesirsiz-parcalar-192\/","title":{"rendered":"Tesirsiz Par\u00e7alar 192.."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>192.<\/p>\n<p>Eskiden beri gelecekle ilgili hayal kuramazd\u0131m. \u00d6nceleri ge\u00e7mi\u015fe d\u00f6n\u00fck hayaller kurard\u0131m hep. Mant\u0131k hatas\u0131 var gibi de\u011fil mi? Yok. Ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 ya da ya\u015fayamad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 kafamda bozup, ekleyip, \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131p kendime tutamaklar yapmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. \u015eimdi onu bile yapam\u0131yorum. Ge\u00e7mi\u015f iyice silindi. Gelecek dersen. \u00d6n\u00fcm\u00fc bile g\u00f6remiyorum. Yar\u0131nla ilgili hi\u00e7bir fikrim yok. Eskiden umutsuzdum en az\u0131ndan ve bu umutsuzlu\u011fun besledi\u011fi \u00f6fkeyle bir \u015feyler yapmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. Oysa art\u0131k umutsuz bile de\u011filim. Olgun hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131klar\u0131 ve kalifiye bir h\u00fcz\u00fcnden ba\u015fka hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yok elimde..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>192. Eskiden beri gelecekle ilgili hayal kuramazd\u0131m. \u00d6nceleri ge\u00e7mi\u015fe d\u00f6n\u00fck hayaller kurard\u0131m hep. Mant\u0131k hatas\u0131 var gibi de\u011fil mi? Yok. Ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 ya da ya\u015fayamad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 kafamda bozup, ekleyip, \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131p kendime tutamaklar yapmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. \u015eimdi onu bile yapam\u0131yorum. Ge\u00e7mi\u015f iyice silindi. Gelecek dersen. \u00d6n\u00fcm\u00fc bile g\u00f6remiyorum. Yar\u0131nla ilgili hi\u00e7bir fikrim yok. Eskiden umutsuzdum en az\u0131ndan ve bu [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"1","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/280"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=280"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/280\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=280"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=280"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=280"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}