{"id":278,"date":"2013-02-25T16:43:00","date_gmt":"2013-02-25T14:43:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/2013\/02\/tesirsiz-parcalar-191\/"},"modified":"2013-02-25T16:43:00","modified_gmt":"2013-02-25T14:43:00","slug":"tesirsiz-parcalar-191","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/2013\/02\/tesirsiz-parcalar-191\/","title":{"rendered":"Tesirsiz Par\u00e7alar 191"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>191.<\/p>\n<div>Abartt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor. B\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc.. Ne yapsam bilemiyorum, solu\u011fum kesiliyor \u00f6yle zamanlarda..<br \/>Oysa bir bilse g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131p bir \u00f6m\u00fcr ge\u00e7irebilece\u011fimi..<br \/>Bilse sesini her duydu\u011fumda i\u00e7imden durmaks\u0131z\u0131n bilmedi\u011fim, unutulmu\u015f dillerde \u015fark\u0131lar s\u00f6yledi\u011fimi..<br \/>Bilse ad\u0131n\u0131n ge\u00e7ti\u011fi her yeri ve her \u015feyi durup durup, incitmemek i\u00e7in parmaklar\u0131m\u0131n ucuyla sevdi\u011fimi..<br \/>Bir bilse \u00f6zlemek kere \u00f6zlemenin imkans\u0131z dayan\u0131lmazl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla hi\u00e7bir yere s\u0131\u011famay\u0131p, kocaman g\u00f6zlerine g\u0131yab\u0131nda \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fckler g\u00f6nderdi\u011fimi..<br \/>Ah bir bilse onu nas\u0131l sevdi\u011fimi hangi kelimelerle s\u00f6yleyece\u011fimi bilemeyip kekeledi\u011fim zamanlarda, kelimelerimin aras\u0131ndaki bo\u015flu\u011fu g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131mla s\u00fcsledi\u011fimi..<br \/>Bir bilse ona ait, ona dair, onunla ilgili ne varsa kelimelere d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, hepsini y\u00fcre\u011fimin belle\u011finde sonsuza dek tutmak istedi\u011fimi..<br \/>Bir bilse onun benim i\u00e7in ne demek oldu\u011funu ve onu g\u00f6remiyor olmam\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc hi\u00e7 ama hi\u00e7 bozamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131..<br \/>Bir bilse en onun ufak can s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n bile beni t\u0131rnaklar\u0131ma kadar a\u011fr\u0131tt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131..<br \/>Bilse b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131..<br \/>Bilse.. Sever mi o da beni?<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>191. Abartt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor. B\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc.. Ne yapsam bilemiyorum, solu\u011fum kesiliyor \u00f6yle zamanlarda..Oysa bir bilse g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131p bir \u00f6m\u00fcr ge\u00e7irebilece\u011fimi..Bilse sesini her duydu\u011fumda i\u00e7imden durmaks\u0131z\u0131n bilmedi\u011fim, unutulmu\u015f dillerde \u015fark\u0131lar s\u00f6yledi\u011fimi..Bilse ad\u0131n\u0131n ge\u00e7ti\u011fi her yeri ve her \u015feyi durup durup, incitmemek i\u00e7in parmaklar\u0131m\u0131n ucuyla sevdi\u011fimi..Bir bilse \u00f6zlemek kere \u00f6zlemenin imkans\u0131z dayan\u0131lmazl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla hi\u00e7bir yere s\u0131\u011famay\u0131p, kocaman g\u00f6zlerine g\u0131yab\u0131nda [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"1","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/278"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=278"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/278\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=278"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=278"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=278"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}