Dostoyevski epilepsi hastas\u0131, homofbik ve iflah olmaz bir kumarbazd\u0131. O\u011fuz Atay sevdi\u011fi kad\u0131na yak\u0131n olabilmek u\u011fruna kar\u0131s\u0131ndan bo\u015fan\u0131p sevdi\u011fi kad\u0131n\u0131n kocas\u0131yla arkada\u015f oldu evlerine daha s\u0131k gidebilmek i\u00e7in. Salinger yakla\u015f\u0131k k\u0131rk y\u0131l evinden d\u0131\u015far\u0131 ad\u0131m atmad\u0131, tek bir kare bile foto\u011fraf\u0131 \u00e7ekilemedi. Yusuf At\u0131lgan T\u00fcrk Edebiyat\u0131n\u0131n kilometre ta\u015flar\u0131 say\u0131labilecek iki b\u00fcy\u00fck eseri yazd\u0131ktan sonra (Anayurt Oteli ve Aylak Adam) insanlara k\u00fcst\u00fc, bir k\u00f6ye yerle\u015fip otuz y\u0131la yak\u0131n neredeyse tek bir sat\u0131r bile yazmadan \u00e7ift\u00e7ilik yapt\u0131. Althusser elli y\u0131ld\u0131r birlikte oldu\u011fu ve taparcas\u0131na sevdi\u011fi kar\u0131s\u0131 Helen’i bir sabah yan\u0131ba\u015f\u0131nda uyurken elleriyle bo\u011fdu, bu boktan hayata daha fazla katlanmas\u0131na seyirci kalmamas\u0131 i\u00e7in. Stephan Zweig’de t\u0131pk\u0131 Althusser gibi yapt\u0131, tek farkla, o tabanca kulland\u0131 kar\u0131s\u0131 ve kendisi i\u00e7in. \u0130nsan \u0131rk\u0131na duydu\u011fu g\u00fcvensizlik Walter Benjamin’i Fransa s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131nda kendi kafas\u0131na s\u0131kmaya zorlad\u0131. Hemingway yalanc\u0131n\u0131n tekiydi, Jean Genet gasptan tecav\u00fcze kadar bula\u015fmad\u0131k su\u00e7 b\u0131rakmad\u0131 ve \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 hapiste ge\u00e7irdi. Kierkegaard \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fi ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131 Regine Olsen’i terk etti, \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fi i\u00e7in. \u00d6mr\u00fc boyunca hep ac\u0131 \u00e7ekti bu y\u00fczden ama soranlara da yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n do\u011fru oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yleyip durdu. O kadar \u00e7ok seviyordu ki Regine’i ve o kadar nefret ediyordu ki kendisinden, evlenip onun kendisine ‘maruz kalmas\u0131na’ izin veremezdi!..
En sevdi\u011fim yazarlardan bir ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n k\u0131sa ya\u015fam \u00f6yk\u00fclerini anlatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Bir yerlerde bir terslik var ama nerede bilemiyorum..<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
156. Dostoyevski epilepsi hastas\u0131, homofbik ve iflah olmaz bir kumarbazd\u0131. O\u011fuz Atay sevdi\u011fi kad\u0131na yak\u0131n olabilmek u\u011fruna kar\u0131s\u0131ndan bo\u015fan\u0131p sevdi\u011fi kad\u0131n\u0131n kocas\u0131yla arkada\u015f oldu evlerine daha s\u0131k gidebilmek i\u00e7in. Salinger yakla\u015f\u0131k k\u0131rk y\u0131l evinden d\u0131\u015far\u0131 ad\u0131m atmad\u0131, tek bir kare bile foto\u011fraf\u0131 \u00e7ekilemedi. Yusuf At\u0131lgan T\u00fcrk Edebiyat\u0131n\u0131n kilometre ta\u015flar\u0131 say\u0131labilecek iki b\u00fcy\u00fck eseri yazd\u0131ktan sonra […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"1","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/250"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=250"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/250\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=250"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=250"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/alilidar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=250"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}